lost.

have you ever felt like dying?
have you ever felt you were useless?
have you ever wanted to go back to the past?
have you ever felt you were a failure?
have you ever felt you were lousy?
have you ever felt down?
have you ever felt everything was against you?

i did. today. bummer.

i wan to cry it out but i cant.
have i become numb to everything?

and there isn't someone there to comfort me. i feel so terrible.